then why then do i have to fight in other country...
why cant i train in spore ...
question by question with no answers in mind...
my cuz drew for me a card...
very cute...
very sweet...
i m going to miss him...
till May 12 then..
p/s:
As i was flipping thru my frens blog..
i came by aida's blog on m bdae wish..
really touching man...
thanks for that post...
(tou abit late)
n the sms i send you was funny but its the real thang....
maybe we should one day produce it into a film....
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
10:40 PM
Monday, April 16, 2007
Soon i be flyin off to taiwan..
why cant my life be jus simple...
everyone wanting a gift when i come back...
but not all gave me well wishes for my trip...
i printed out some pics ofmy frens n family..
zhao was like saying if i m goin to go taiwan to die lidat...
seriously... i scared i might die there...
so pray pray...
n SOC....
why is life sooo hard...
gosh gosh
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
5:14 PM
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Once i was sooooo immensed in doing flash after flash project...
quite fun and its nice to see the end result...
but today... all my flash masterpieces are gone
gone to somewhr that i dun even noe...
dammit....
well gay days has spreaded to carefour....
me shawn n zhao...
imagine three guys and a cart shopping for food...
wahahaha really damn gay la...
but that seems to be our daily routine weekly nowadays....
n the three of us share our afterNS dreams...
n heres a good laugh
Zhao: Degree to pursue - Bsc in Management (for fkin unknown reasons) Inspire to be - A Teacher (wtf i oso dunnoe) At - NYP (now heres where we insert laugh)
Shawn Degree to pursue - Bsc in Management (well reasonable) Inspire to be - He dun even noe wad he wan to be At - He oso dunnoe that
Hamza Degree to purse - Bsc in Mathematics n Economics (n the other two gays laugh at me for it) Inspire to be - A statistician at one of the casino ( n they laugh sommore) At - On of the IR Resorts (n they laugh again)
well theres something to "laugh fk or wadever you wan to feel" about.
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
10:55 PM
Saturday, April 14, 2007
Sometimes life can be conttradictory..
In one week was deem out of my course
then poof i wan back on course a couple of days later...
But if i ever don the third stripe...
i won;t be proud of my self....
i haven been training well...
n i got my health problems to blame...
but my encik forever believing in me...
gave me one last chance in ROC/...
hell yeah it going to be tough...
but for that confidence he has in me...
maybe i shall show him my golden bayonet performance...
wahahaha....
till then...
7 days to ROC
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
11:45 PM
Sunday, April 08, 2007
When you are sick... weekends is a total whole new experience...
zoo on friday
orchard on saturday...
life izin jus there...
felt like this was the worst weekend ever..
with worst thought of not being a commander in mind...
how worst can life be then...
i dun think i can make it thru aslc..
the lung infection is becomin worst..
but some highly paid professor said its nothing...
seriously...
why pay them so much money if they are useless....
how can you tell a sick person that he is not sick
that he have to live with tat sickness for the rest of his life...
wtf... curse you family la cb...
no point arguing...
as now i think nothing in life matters accept being good at wad i love most now...
MusIc
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
1:55 PM
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