You Have Been the One You Have Been the One for Me..
Goodbye to all my frens... yeah its been a great triple fun years...
The chalet was to mark what might be our last bonding session...
So we all bonded... waahaha
I dine with the slackers...
I played mahjong with the kakis..
Daidee with the intelligents
Sleep with... gosh ah hong and the gayboy
Blaugh with the pplwhocant blaughs...
Alot of stuff soo lil time i might say
But it was the moment we all sure had fun enjoying...
Many thanks to u guys for the time...
SQ for the arangement..
Aidah for the cake (which which nice human being think of doin the yusheng with the cake.. Totally spoil my apetite for that lovely cake...)
N those who had fun jus accompanyin each other...
thank you... n goodbye...
Got home to sleep..
then woke up at 1130... yes my cuz didn wan to go skool...
did his ninja with my mum...
but in the end he went... i dunnoe how cos i dozed off back...
then my gayfren zhao n my "manager" shawn took turn to call me to interview..
some plac... wah the woman... florence wassit... damn fker... saw me b4 hand me the form ask me... u chinese or malay...
at that point of time i feel like slappin her face... but cool down cool down...
jus 3 to 4 months only...
did my interview n off home i went... need some more zzzz...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
7:55 PM
Monday, February 27, 2006
In a verge of anger we could do anything..
throw things at someone...
slash someone with a knife..
the aftermath.. regret over these actions...
why do humans fail to understand the theory of thinkin b4 u act..
well we a humans afterall...
but does this give us the license to commit mistake after mistake..
what is really the main reason...
only god will noe...
well today haf to wake up early..
went to eat prata with mum n cuz...
now waiting for Mr Zhao to wake up...
gosh wad time will that be...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
10:42 AM
Sunday, February 26, 2006
Firstly... sorry mates..
cant work with you guys...
really would love to start earnin all those cash in...
nothin beats gettin all the cash into ur pockets..
but i need to get some stuff clear off my head before i start afresh...
well i might not gain much cash before NS but i will try to get as much..
Jus say over at suria "hanyut" casual sex.
i dun get it.. its jus too cheap.. gurls give them these cheap..
i jus dun understand the ever changin mindset of teenagers...
for awd i noe... i m turnin into an adult..
need to rethink the perspective of live..
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
9:01 PM
I dunnoe.. but its sunday...
I was really in the sleeping mood..
my mind aint even thinkin... i jus felt like sittin back n eat and watch tv..
but yah like its possible lidat..
well nothing much to talk about today..
only life keeps me wondering..
its not unfair to me...
i m jus askin... why do bastards exists???
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
1:36 PM
Friday, February 24, 2006
Yeah!!! Finally...
I'm a certified Mat...
new edition.. a plastic Specs... havin second hand thoughts...
was this the specs i chose? well its the best one there... shit
Well today i pay tribute to my two friends...
Friend 1
Over n over again go bastardize with his friend...
that particular fren... n best ofall
that fren of his nvr learn his lesson..
Well this type of ppl exist.. n my fren was jus the unlucky prey...
Friend 2
Like a drug addict we met up...
sort of bump in them... well told me tml soccer...
i told them maybe... too tired somemore my bro team
which is playin his team is callin me to play..
see tml.. well back to the story
i was basically tokin to my other fren.. n he was like
rubbin my pockets..
"eh got ciggerate or not"
wtf... u touch me then u ask me... Fker..
well told his no haf.. shit him...
Well thats all i can share...
p/s: wow had a great dinner...
curry at home
went out to eat with mum
icekachang with seafood noodles n those cockles...
fuyoo~
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
8:43 PM
Woke up in the morning.. deadbeat tired...
but haf to follow mum to doc for regular checkups...
no choice... ytd soccer was thrilled...
serious for once in was feelin the game...
the afternoon one was really makin me express myself on the court...
thanks guys... really was lookin for to tis day...
well then went to the supermart with mum... eat some prata...
n now i m deadbeat tired... felt like hangin out at home...
but job interview...
i dunnoe man...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
10:55 AM
Thursday, February 23, 2006
One of my fren told me that chelsea will steal the win..
But he was wrong
My other fren say Juve will walk over...
But he was wrong
My other fren say liverpool will win...
But he was wrong
My other fren bet a exclusive restaurant meal if Arsenal goes thru to win the cup..
by far... He right!!!
gosh...
Well woke up... with a feelin...
orh muz i study today.... wahahaa
routine stuff... scary...
but tis all over...
now i can sit back n enjoy life...
so for the morning laugh.. here are some great gags..
Hajjar tought Martell is a brand of ciggeratte..
While aidah thought it was jus another normal thing...
well perspective..
soon.. chalet...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
9:21 AM
Kiss Goodbye...
Nyp...
finally 3 yrs is over...
happy sads angry... for fk i care...
Last paper...
I was like.. ok i did study... n the stuff is somewhere in my brain..
search search like searchin for something lost..
dododo.. at 5.40 i was stuck with 2 four marks qn and two two marks part qn..
look around... Shawn is doing.. Zhao is engross... Robin is analyzin...
in the end...
Ahgu610... off he goes..
then off go Shawn... fker..
Then rafi wan to leave the place..
shit... its somewhr in my brain..
N poof zhao goes...
thats it.. i m off too...
well... Can get B lah..
well now i have nothing tosay but
good luck mckey...
p/s: Ian got caught for burnin paper... wahaha sad sad sad...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
12:10 AM
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Well... third paper gone...
gone... as in gone...
first qn... ok.. can do...
the poof highlight... Sect C..
2 nine mark qn... seriously.. i nvr seen it b4...
god bless...
well tml is the last paper... for once can i buck up...
god noes...
my fren got caught copying in exam...
god saw...
well... i jus noe someone that is below bastard
god believe....
well tml will be another day..
god forsee...
Peace...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
7:11 PM
Monday, February 20, 2006
U noe when u haf a paper... major paper tml..
u study like fk to get good grades...
but for me... ok today is wad happen..
haven study audit.. when for CMFI paper..
first qn shit... dunnoe how to do..
move on to next... have i seen it b4...
Sect A skip.. Sect B..wtf its soo not seen b4...
Sect B part 2... ok can do can do..
Sect C wah finally i can do something after 30 minutes of nothn...
life... then watch ppl play ban luck.. fk.. no money no gamblin..
then off to starbucks... nvr study.. slack...
drink teh to relax mind... the walk home to relax mind...
now i haf to shit better study...
tml is another paper...
n shit i wan to pass it..
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
10:37 PM
Sunday, February 19, 2006
Well... morning routine... market wit mum...
then started on CMFI...
wah alot to learn.. too lil time...
so Mc n Zhao n me went to Civics to study more...
We were tune up by some good stuff by Mac..
its fun when u noe the cast... wahaha
then off to hardwork... study study study..
but still cant finish... so 730 pm.. off to
prata n teh...
rest our mind... n we off home...
for me.. second part of study session...
no time to talk more...
shall end with this..
Mc finally confess that he likes malay lookin chinese...
AHHHH Mc u noe i noe...
n he oso say he wan to convert into Muslim..
SO he can marry L n Y n K n R...
not bad Mc...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
9:45 PM
Saturday, February 18, 2006
Well today... wanted to study...
meet up with mc shawn agu azza at Jurong point
later zhao came n azza went off...
i really wanted to study.. but i think i was doin nothing...
print out the notes... no hope for me to study...
so basically ban luck again..
one weird thing...
i was the target...
i have to play against four...
i lose i drink..
fk...
so nvrm..
life is no point niways...
heard my team drew 6-6
why the fk the ppl change the keeper... he is useless...
the old one was good..
but no me they can nvr win...
weird but true... not actioning...
well today no point to elaborate....
it ends here..
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
10:34 PM
Well i get some chat session with my old skool fren..
He told me to go ahead and get the gurl i have set eyes on...
Well we dun talk well...
We dun communicate well...
n for sure i didn feel that chemistry...
how....
love is complicated...
as i lay wondering my next move..
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
12:45 AM
Friday, February 17, 2006
Well... March... wad is in for March...
My bdae... yesh.. n unexpectedly.. My Weddin??
Yeah the stalker is back.. called azza say i m marryin her on March...
Wahz... fk...
then after that say she marryin some other guy.. wad a phycho...
well...
Worst nvr ends...
Exam.. Totally blank for Section C... wtf..
like a whole 35marks gone...
god bless... joinin McKenzie soon...
well worst nvr ends...
my bro found my admin card in of all the places...
My soccer bag.. wahz...
my mum go rappin ab it...
fk she doesn even pay a cent for it.. n now she is like piss off lidat..
wtf...
god bless me....
i need a stalker to kill me..plz..
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
11:11 PM
Thursday, February 16, 2006
With one day to exam...
what would an ordinary teenager have in mind...
studyin for it...
i wish i could...
but first... my admin card decided to run away...
haf to go down to skool n pay 6 bucks for a new one...
no cash to pay...
my grandma... sick grandma... gave me 50 bucks...
say to me spent it wisely... she give me...
i feel scared... as if she is goin to leave me lidat...
things got worst.. thanks to azzza...
a gurl called... wan to speak to me...
SAY i m his bf... WAHHHHHZ....
work at changi... i m scared...
seriouly scared...
i m damn damn damn scared....
p/s;
to the gurl i really like.. n to the guy whom is my bro
Ni Ai Wo hai Shi Mac (kenzie)
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
9:21 PM
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
With Two days... n now...
Happily my admin card wans to take a holiday..
to where... i have no fkin idea...
now i m left to find ideas..
admin card gone...
so shit it..
bad omen...
no point studying...
shit life...
my life...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
11:28 PM
Well its wednesday... like 2 more days to my first exams... MA
n like 1 more week to my freedom from poly life...
after two days of travelling out to study at yishun n skool...
its time i go study at home for a change...
need to take care of the house since my mum is busy taking care of my sick granny...
well less said.. in need to start my M.A...
p/s: previous post is re edited to fit the fickle minded minds...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
1:00 PM
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
My mum is damn weird... when i dun study.. she scold me like fk..
say look at my father's friend son lah clever lah this lah..
when i study... she scold me say study too much.... wah...
i dunoe her man...
well today is the day where ppl sellin flowers are scattered like the outside temple at bugis..
wahaha.. went out with zhao shawn macn agu... gay love man..
watch them kill each other in the game of snooker... loser pay...
then went to eat prata n mee goreng... Valentine dinner.. waaha
then off to S11 to enjoy beer.. well i didn drink....
played foosball.. me n mac were a good combo..
but it was a fun outing.. so to all my brothers...
happy valentine day...
love you guys lots..
WAHAHAHAA
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
11:57 PM
This valentine's day... i jus have one thing to say..
If my words can't get me your heart...
Then let my Music melt your heart...
5 years from Now...
I'll share my true feelings with you...
Til then... I shall wait for you...
Happy Valentine
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
12:26 AM
Monday, February 13, 2006
Well first day of my study week..
n i shall say.. not bad not bad...
did a couple of CMFI over at starbucks...
n went off to tok cock at S11 to relax our working mind...
Yes tml is Vals day...
No date? haf no worries...
we at the lonelyville always have something planned up..
How abt treatin ourselves to happy meals.. fer sure our blues will be chased away...
spreading the love? why not.. a piece of heart shape caramel cake will nvr fail to make our day...
Well jay chou will plan fireworks for his val day partners.. well we oso have it.. sparklers...
it wll be jus those romantic days..
valentine day... Lonelyville style...
p/s: get well soon grandma...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
11:24 PM
Sunday, February 12, 2006
Have to go down for soccer practise....
been misin quite alot since too much hangin out...
i think i hav lost the taste for soccer...
its jus plain borin... i have to adapt to ppls play technique...
why cant i play the way i wanted...
half way thru i sit out...
my toe is yet to recover... from last month injury..
then i remember... zhao got CP to give him panadol when he was sick...
shawn got her to give him sweets for his throat..
n i m here.. bearin this live by myself... damn i sound pathetic....
then my coach scolded me for freeloadin... shit i m injured for god sake..
so jus played the remaining hours.. n then slack with my frens after practise..
then my coach ask... Hamza u wan to play this sat match... wtf.. i got exams...
so i politely reject.. n poof... in frontof me... he gave my no 7 to my fren.. WTF WTF...
i felt like killin him at that moment.. butit was his bdae... so gave him chanve... he brought down
champange...12.5%.. fk it... i jus downed it down without thnkin... smoke... n ok he treated us to pizza...
so eat eat smoke n drink.... then slack at coffee shop to relax my head... too much lost love inside...
then got home to be scolded by my mum...
say why i nvr see my sick grandma... why i nvr study...
WHY is she controllin my life... i can control it for god sake..
if u love my life so much than take it...
gosh... wit 5 days to exam... i m not thinkin of it..
my personal life is in a mess.... n i wander..
can i make it thru...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
9:32 PM
Well sunday... shall i say
a couple of days to the big exams...
n i haf alot of studyin to do...
wanted to study today but my cuz family came over...
he told me that his mum saw me smoking pic over the frenster..
fk man.. but he say she wont tell..
well for the time being more like it..
but soon i will quit that habit..
i m not addicted to it.. nor i m likin the taste of it...
well... today while sittin down... i thout abt one prob...
whats wrong with my genes...
my bro have a gf... my cuz have a gf ...
n trust me.. they have no future (for that long plan)
but they still have that partner...
i do wan it... only i really dunnoe..
m i lacking in a dept..
which dept...
it sux when u dunnoe wad u rlacking...
maybe its all flying out from me...
juzmaybe...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
3:27 PM
Saturday, February 11, 2006
In continuation...
Top 10...
at number 5...
A dream to stand on the stage... sharing a story with the crowd... well i got that... a chance to act on the TFA...
tou my singin sux like hell... we still put up a killer show.. n the best of all... the friends we made... simply magical...
over to 4th...
To watch the amazing race on tv was always fun... doing task... running against time..
well we had our edition of that... AF0302 style..
runnin across town to bugis all the way to esplanade..
now how cool was that...
simple a time to remember...
If that wasn memorable... then at no3..
soccer mix at skool... all of us playing soccer havin fun... week in week out seein mac missin in goal... shawns lucky goal... zhao super straight pass... agu ever impregnable fortress
all these moments are really one in a million...
another soccer session soon guys?
mix with a mixture of banluck... we have a magical three...
each of us play n play... not always for money...
yah for my pride...
those "if i lose i have to jio ****"
fun tou... wahaha...
down over to no2...
To be in AF0302...
with mr law by law who nvr seems to be angry with our jokes...
with ms 3.9 whom i always teased for fun... *i m point below only*
then ms owemeBKmeal.. soon u haf to pay it man...
n those who jus makes the class a balance of ppl who do tut n ppl who jus
plain slack...
may u find ur forces...
N in grandest finale...
a tough fight emerge wad shall be the legendary grp of all
Slacker Inc...
Me Zhao Hajjar Aidah n Iz..
we nvr fail to add glow to the class...
born nerd when skool began now... we are a class above the rest...
remb the marketin presentation (she bangs she bangs)
then to the OPEC grp members...
n the Last IB presentation we had..
those times.. the bdae the outings...
it was pure pure pure bliss...
nice noeing u guys...
n hope we stay in touch...
I dunooe but i cant upload pic....
but well... soon we shall go out seperate ways...
soon we be diferent ppl
but we shall once look into our past...
noeing we went to NYP...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
9:25 PM
Well it seems that its too soon... n now i will embark soon into another phase of life... I will miss my life in poly... My class... My friends... The malay stall... n much more..
so in tribute.. let me list down top 10 memories i shall treasure...
At 10 would be the peageant... It wasn't abt winning.. but skippin TEP...meetin new peeps and jus having plain fun...
Seriously... the fun was there... Dance... Catwalk.. and experience the life of a "supermodel"
Well these pics would be worth the thousand words...
At no 9...
How about the class first and only Captain's ball... it was great pain to get the class down to enjoy that game...
but some do turn out... n it turn out to be a great game... the bonding.. the fun... all packed together...
On top of that we had sessions of badminton... with soo many hours of nothing but talkin cock n fun... well it's sure fun...
At no 8...
Dreaming to fashion the latest trend n walkin down the 4 by 4 (izit?) always been my dream to do that..
n i did got like parcially fulfill it... together with Shawn n Zhao.. we help the MUA gurls wit a small fashion show...
sure was fun... walking... the make up... wahaha...
Well down to no 7...
Yes this photo... our first ever bbq...
this one was to me fun.. magical n foody *wahahaa*
we played games... got sabotaged n we ate... captain ball...
all those great activities packed into a day... a moment to remb..
At 6....
The day i talk n meet up with Shawn Azza n friends..
Yes remb the group Champions... WAHAHA.... lost all games... win a few...
But who cares... for sure the fun was there...
n til today we are still great peeps... cherish those moments
cheers to our frenship...
Well stay tuned for the 5 remainin spots...
as me journey thru
Hamie Top 10 at NYP
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
1:08 PM
People wold be sleepin at the comfort of their bed at home
on a quiet sat morning...
but i haf to wake up to present for my LAST ever project for my poly life...
Provided i dun repeat...
Well i stayed up from 11am ytd morning to 4 am this morning to finish up my flash...
the rest... a decent flash...
i think i got a chance to go learn digital desgin.. wahaha
so soonit will be over... wish the best...
wahahaha....
p/s:
I shall pursue my dream into becoming a pianist soon...
i think playin her a song would be the best way to melt her heart...
n my bro said this to me this mornin when i saw his at Boonlay mrt when he drop off from work
Bro: "Abang you wan to smoke or not"
Me: "wad cigg"
Bro: "Red"
Me: "Cannot lah too painful for my thraot"
Bro: "Then u got money or Not" *with intention of giving me cash if i wan
Me: "no need lah"
wah since when my bro become soo nice... well he's always been nice n givin me cash...
Outx
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
9:38 AM
Friday, February 10, 2006
Its 3.15 Am and i m yet to finish my flash proj...
thats how mah fan it is...
but well tml is another day.. try to get as much as possible done..
Well Yishun was my usual spot...
Studied one chpt of QM there...
n we all went to coffee shop to play banluck..
heres te catch.... i have to play against all of them....
i dunoe why but i mus.. if i lose i haf to jio a certain gurl....
i tried to win... but alot of time i almost win... but when it comes to rafi gurl.. i lost....
Shit..
Agu Shawn Zhao Azza Rafi...
they nvr made my day easy...
in the end i lost... well i shall keep my word but not today....
well thats all.. i m tired.. need to retire..
p/s:
If passerby would love a game...
well maybe i should follow zhao idea and give him a fight...
maybe then he would love that gurl more....
wahahaha.... how fun jus thinking of it...
*evil grins*
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
3:13 AM
Thursday, February 09, 2006
In life you always threaten someone when u find him a threat...
why so?? for fun? for warning...
welll i think its more cos of them fearing that they might liose the battle...
well for the first fact... this poly life i was confronted not once... but three times...
n best part is these three times i didn noe wad i did...
is the world to free to target me or wad...
well for once i felt it jus sux being in this skool...
well lets jus set things straigth then....
Mr Passerby or Ms...
if you thing i m a threat... well have no worries... she's always all urs...
maybe u haf to fight with someone else lah...
but for sure it wont be me...
stay away from her... since when was i stickin around her like glue...
we meet on pure coincidence...
get the facts straight.... i nvr once confess anything to her....
wad u heard are all based on my frens or basicaly me losing a game...
i didn once ever thought of stealin the market...
people these days.... No brain...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
5:09 PM
Well woke up in the morning to done up my copying of notes..
wan to study oso like no point...
to low for spore uni and too ex for aussie uni...
where i go then.... i oso dunoe...
for once i figure out life... and it jus turned back on me...
shit man...
well tired... need to go skool now...
so i shall leave u guys with this... my class graffiti done by me..
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
10:14 AM
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
Wow... one moment i saw hope in studyin overseas...
the other moment... poof it went off jus lidat..
thats why i say... my future is nvr stable... n i dunnoe why...
so i was thinking....
what is impt in life...
family studies career or wife...
n till now i dunnoe....
n maybe i cant answer it ever...
exams next week...
n seriously... i wan to score...
score....
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
10:49 PM
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
A pic is worth a thousand words...
So let these these pics expressmy three days of fun...
enjoy
Why pay 10 bucks for neo print when u can take for free
Shawn n Me... Smiles apart..
Emo... Last Minute....
Me n the gurl who cant talk.. haha
Help!! I got chocked..
We r not gay... we jus luv taking pics
Last Minute... with attitude...
Two gurls n Two Guys.. weee
Fashion 101
Hajjar complain we nvr take pics with her.. so here it is..
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
3:22 PM
Monday, February 06, 2006
Well i got exposed...
My parents found out abt my sessha trips
wah my mum was especially angry with me...
all those times i come home late she say now i wasn doin proj...
so now i feel the cold shoulder...
n seriously... i m damn close to her...
so i guess now i muz put a curfew on myself...
i shall be home straight after skool everyday... or worst to worst b home
latest by 9... i will be home during the weekends...
i jus wan my mum to be happy...
n if makin her happy is being a home nerd.. i shall be lidat...
even if she wan me to married to some idiot... i shall do that...
say i m crazy.. but i really respect n love my mum...
period...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
9:36 PM
Walk home with the rain falling on me...
Brought me to this world as i feel the coldness...
of being alone for far too long...
i have always been contented with life
but as much as i wan to be positive... that one essence still lingers...
the essence of being closed to that special one...
the cold rain make me realize...
I dun have anyone
the cold rain make me realize...
i dun have a chance in love
the cold rain make me realize...
i can nvr get her...
my bros told me to forget her n go for another her...
i moved on... move and chance my path my mind my soul...
but over and over again she showed no interest in me...
whose fault is it?
me for not making my decisions clear...
or me for being stupid to go for someone that wont fall for me...
i know i m not rich
i know i m not good lookin
i know i dun have the fashion sense
i know i dun have that x factor...
But i do wan to try...
to compete on the same field as any other guy chasing for you..
cos i know i have one thing...
n that is you givin me tht chance...
n trust me... that chance... will make all guys look like low life dirt...
n ur heart meltin for wad you will feel the sensation of being in love..
with me...
xiang xin wo...
nites
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
1:03 AM
Saturday, February 04, 2006
Got This link from zhao..
n Yes it is true... so here it goes....
He is very emotional and always allow himself to be very emotional (true man... n at times it sux). He can have a good night sleep and be in a good mood, and less than few hours at work he can be very moody (tats why i hav alot of mistakes during IPP). He does not understand things or try to understand things easily. If you notice him carefully, you will notice what kind of moods he is in (really mehx?).
He is a thinker and able to do well at work and always succeed. His normal gestures mean he always look at other people faults, but he will not talk about it (wah damn true). He has the ability to know your thought and able to tell you what you are thinking about (but i dun tell them.. wait they say i kaypoh). He can mostly memorize all his anger, his loves. They are his important secrets and he will keep them to himself and will never let you know (well i will tell my close friends why fkinly tell the whole world).
He is not a very ambition man and careless about his position in society (unwanted wad). Wealth does not drawn his attention, because he is not greedy man and as well he thinks money is not something that will last (muz plan... having alot of money means nothing if you cant plan) . He could be very careless about his future. He does not like to fight against all odds, but instead following the stream and make life easier (chill back n enjoy life). Sometimes because he likes to take an easy path, which cause him very unsteady future(now i'm scared).
He is kind and slightly lazy, but it is his cute character. He hates rules and regulations. He will never look down on people (for wad look down). He is a polite guy and can be very aggressive when he is mad (yah... damn scary too) . He loves to think that he lives in a beautiful world and surround by nice people, so if he finds his world is cruel and not what he expects, he will live in his world instead. (i've got a couple of fantasy world in my mind)
His other charm is that he is a funny guy, and it is his real weapon. He can tease you and yet make it looks like one of his joke. Even when he is sad, he still has that funny face, so you could hardly tell if he is mad or depress. He likes to hide his feeling and help other people especially those (no choice... i live to make ppl happy.. my forever theory.. yet no one thank me for it) who need friend or lonely.
He will be everything that you want and everything you do not want (yah i adapt to the world). He has a chance to make it as much as a chance to fail. He can determine to make it work and can do it well (yupx... nvr failed b4) , except he tends to lost his energy with other important things, that's how he miss many of his good opportunity (yah... that sux at times).
He can be happy and content by himself. What he think is important is not "Love" ,but firm status and stability (n gurls took grnted n make me a green cap). He has plenty of love for you.
He is a good speaker, as much as he is a good listener. When he is with you, he wants to be happy. He understand his partner's emotional. He likes to take a long rest and sometimes being alone. If he needs to be alone, try not to disturb him. (i love lonely times... especially when i walk pass Ck Tangs to Far east.. My frens would noe that..n oso my 8 pm pms.. haha)
He is a sensitive, quiet , shy and easily hurt. He wants to feel worthy. He can be mad and noisy, but once he calm down, he will be that happy person again. He is not a jealous or possessive guy, and if he feels jealous he will hide it (eerr). He has many friends of both sex (i do? orh i didn noe that), and he care about his friends. He likes to have lots of friends, so you can not get jealous or else you will loose him. He likes beautiful things, so if a pretty woman (all guys love women) walk by he will look ,so do not get mad at him knowing this fact.
When he is lonely or feeling sad, be close to comfort him (wah how i wish i get this). He does not like to take advice,so if you want him to listen or to follow your advice, you have to act as a good sample for him first (yupz... dun talk no action). He likes a cheery and a smart woman. If you treat him like he is your special person, then he will be that special person for you.(of cos... i make sure the gurl be the one lucky hell of a gurl) He will trust you if he is in love, but try not to over doing it and spoil him too much (well i trust someone too much that she fkin turn back on me). You have to know yourself worth all the time too.
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
9:31 PM
Well i jus saw this documentary at suria... which made me think of one thing
Cross Marriage...
Guy love gurl... gurl is not his race...
How to live...
Much to think that cross marriage is actually something more like a double edge sword..
If it works... it will turn to a blissful one since both parties to accomodate to each other
But if its not... then it would bomb and one party will blame to the other on how shit the race or religion is...
But for me...
Its something more of fun...
Gettin someone of your own race is far too easy game...
Its too traditional..
too old skool..
I prefer to think of all of us being catergorize into two catergories...
Male n Female... nth else matters....
With this... we could create a better social cohesion amg each other...
n trust me... it will be one of a hell time...
But i like it...
so lets see how it goes....
cos things in life is not things we can predict...
Chaoz...
p/s: Life nvr sucks... its jus aint the way we think it is
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
9:19 PM
Friday, February 03, 2006
Wow my eyes hurts soo badly...
N i super dunnoe why...
asif i m turning blind lidat... blurry vision..
Shit.. if i go blind then shit... bachelor for life.... shit
But nvrm..
today for no reason we went to Orchard to gamble....
man me n shawn.. good tag partners.... will win big if we tag together...
other than that... subway n marlboro...
the rest was history....
n now i m sitiing infront of comp...
i wan to write my views abt love... but maybe tml..
my eye is killin me...
till then Chaoz
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
11:40 PM
Go ahead n figure out this puzzle....
its my nik for today.... n its damn true....
so hereit goes...
Y likes M but M likes R which H oso like but H is a good bro so give him R
so who are the Y M R n H??
well hint...
n The End Y gets No one n H become GreenCap n M n R Bcame a Loving Couple
hav fun solving
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
1:08 AM
Go ahead n figure out this puzzle....
its my nik for today.... n its damn true....
so hereit goes...
Y likes M but M likes R which H oso like but H is a good bro so give him R
so who are the Y M R n H??
well hint...
n The End Y gets No one n H become GreenCap n M n R Bcame a Loving Couple
hav fun solving
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
1:08 AM
Thursday, February 02, 2006
While i was in the train i heard Middle of Nowhere by Hot Hot Heat on the radio
n it reminds me of the days at my IPP... damn sian place...
well its over...
Today was such a tired day... didn even wan to go skool...
but did.. no choice....
screwed through projects... not worth doing... well but i did my part...
Zhao say its the only proj he dun think will get A.. n i stunned...
That proj was my only hope for A... n its gone... no mroe As..
Well haf to go down to causeway...
Tag with Shawn to win quite an amount at Banluck after shawn did miserable alone...
then helps azza win some small amount in "in between" wahahah my luck was sorta there....
n now we had a bank name to us when betting... Me-Monetary Authority of Spore Shawn-UOB Zhao-Dahwa Bank Mac-POSB DBS Agu-Hong Leong Bank Azza-HSBC
then off to eat YaKun b4 we went seperate ways...
Well for today i got acouple of things to end with...
1)even if you super love a gurl...
how the fk can u tok almost every minute on the fone with her..
yeah my bro is like stick to the fone with her like every min...
jus marry her huhz...
2)When u see me n Zhao n u think passionate n playful relationships...
By lookin at our characters... for sure...
You guys would rank zhao as playful and me with passionate..
but funny enough it went the other way...
Me? Playful? weird
3)this does not refer to my entre grp... repeat NOT entre grp..
i had the worst grp.. with the worst lanjio fk parts given to me...
Zhao lets pray hard..
4)Well we had our moments...
shared and it was fun...
but i guess i wont haf a chance...
times are short between...
but they are sure sweet... thats for sure...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
10:44 PM
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
Since i done up the song oredy... so... here it is
Re edited version of Wo You Zui by Ken Ji Wu....
I'm Not Him
I know that I'm not Him The Him you like The Him thats in your dream I know that I cant be Him The Him you dream The Him you want to be with Cos everytime I try Tried so heart... But you dun give a damn n I jus wish you could jus for once jus hear my heart beat
If i could have one chance To jus let you see The other side of me If i could have one chance To jus let you see That i can be your one I'll fill your heart with all the love Your room with sweet warmth Your days wont ever be the same
So jus give me that one chance that i never had To show you how i feel I know i cant be him Jus cant be Him The Him you ever want Gurl believe in me..Jus this once Let us start anew I sing this one love song To tell your heart Please jus give me this chance.
Rest is history... Peace
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
11:04 PM
Well Woke up and i noe today is a skool day..
No skool actually... jus haf to do projects...
If you haf useless grp members.. u haf to capitalize on ur remaining assets...
So here we are... me and zhao.... in search to finish our CRM project...
with promises of Sessha sessions with Shawn n Mac later in the evening..
later dudes...n dudettes...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
11:07 AM
; F O R E V E R C H A N G I N G ;
Hamie
a.k.a
Jacques Spilzman
19 Goin 20
7 Mar 1986
Pieces
Skiving Till OrD
Singapore
; S M I L EF O R M E ;
Surfin the Net n Online Chat
Hittin On The Guitar
Eat All Types Of Food
Tv, Movie, Trailer n such
Sleeping, Crappin, Annoying
N all Else nIce
; H A T EI T ;
HypoCritex
BackStabberx
Friends
Gays Who Love to Touch
NotHin Else At Da Moment