Well i m here to do my sell out review on some of the rides at Escape Theme Park...
Well our guest of honour would be Me n My Cuz... wth out review on those rides
we jus whack....
Kiddy Train Ride Me: What m i doing here... this ride is a total bore... wad we can do here... maybe suntanin is good... slow ride do nothin but get dried by the sun
My Cuz: Sooo hot... can we go now...
Haunted House Me: Ok field with dolls n popups... n i hatepop ups... they are simply stupid... But to tell the truth... i was searchin for the exit... unexpecting.. n kinda scary... *blush*
My Cuz: I didn remember my journey throughout... i was closing my eyes all throughout the journey...
Note: There is an idiot dress like some monster who will popup n give a scare... n i ddn really noe if i scream to play along or was i scared?
Ferris Wheel: Me: Ooo good view from up hear... lets take some pics... wee... others than that... total total passe ride..
My Cuz: I wan to take that ride... no i want this ride... *didn even notice he was on A RIDE*...
thats how lame the ride is..
Wild Wet: Me: Thanks to that stupid ride... my whole whole clothes plus shoes got soakin wet... But the double boat dive was heart jumping.. *good if u wan to feel how its like to jump down from a bulding to commit suicide...might help decrease death rate*
My cuz: too young for the ride...
Squirting Boat *i dunnoe the real name* Me:First and idiot was like shooting water to the waiting line*yah me* felt like slappin him.. are u some kind of idiot.. But its was a soakin wet experience... fun and really watery *didn believe it i have fun esp how much i hate water*
My Cuz: Shoooot shooot shooot... arrrghhh argghhh.. wahaha... *got off the ride*... i wan to go again... *yah wad a long queue....*
Airplane ride: Me: relived my old days when i used to ride these kiddy rides... quite slow n boring... but a good way to look out for other good rides or simply admire the ability of hydraulics power...
My Cuz:hmmp he was with my sis.. so i heard no comments...
Family Coaster: Me: Seriously... the sit can break my backbone.... very thrillin but hurtin....plus two rounds doesn really make me feel the ride...
My Cuz: Oooww.. my back very pain...
Highlight of te day...
Daytona go kart... Me: I m a devil when i touch any steerin wheels *thats why god made me colourblind* I was like speedin all throughout even when the marshall told me to slow down... Who cares my cuz love it.. n really racing against amatuer really sux.. they run in the middle of the track... cant overtake... but like shumi.. i fk them from last to first.... really really.... dun let me touch anymore steering... cos i might do some damage..
My Cuz: I wan number 10 car... I wan to go fast... Abang go fast... Yeah we first... I wan to go somemroe... *2 times we queued n i cant tahan to line up for third...
Well.. much said... i m tired from that experience..
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
8:37 PM
Friday, April 28, 2006
Took at walk at 10 pm
Walk down the empty path...
with heart n mind fazed up by thoughts
creditin one after another...
For once... even the ciggerate couldn ease my pain
I got two people telling me the same thing...
try it... if u fall then treat it as a lesson n try again..
Yes.. even i will advise lidat.. but
wad if she doesn view it that way...
from the beginin i was searchin my strength...
a point i could make good use off...
Good Looks?
Rich?
Charismatic?
None...
n to decide whether to go for her...
I cant even decide which flavour milk to buy...
-I Have Not Placed My Love On You Fearing It Might Be A Burden to You-
Well something on a bright side...
Office politics... exist n proven...
But office romance... wahahha
The "tajie" in my company say this to me today
if she was my age.. she would convert and marry me...
n she told my aunty abt it..
very very funny....n all i could do is smile...
smile.. is that wad i could ever do..
then there was another gurl..
a soon uni student...
damn blur blur...
n unknowin my supervisor keep pairin us up as couples...
saying jokes n stuff...
and all i could do is smile at them...
n there was the last one...
who keep sayin no to miss her each day...
wtf... n how i react to it....
Smile...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
10:36 PM
Thursday, April 27, 2006
Life back on thoughts...
Really shit life at work...
n i realy mean any point of time i WILL befkin fired...
but i M holding on to each day...
each $50 is worth a million to me...
but my frens dun view it that way...
makin me feel guilty for not goin to the chalet..
dejavu....
i really wan to do both..
but i do noe wad they will choose if they were me...
i do..
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
8:14 PM
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
well one min u are safe
one min u r grilled..
but i will get fired... soon that is
well before i got a job
i jus pray or maybe wish
that i would wan to get a job jus
so that i could fulfill 5 bdaes celebration...
other than that nothing is much impt to me..
but why choose this job than the other...
well cos the managing director personally asked for me...
its a big post for that big coy...
so its much honour...
but then...
we dun always breathe good air everyday do we?
p/s: my supervisor say this to me...
"you are capable of working but you lack the lady luck"
where is she?
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
8:59 PM
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Nb Nb Nb Nb
for those who dunnoe wad NB means...
ask shawn...
my fren ask me out for kopi n smoke..
wah accept...
when down...
was there slackin for 15 mins when his gf call him
(second time dude)
n he have to rush off to fetch her
well i have to go home along
singin songs that accompany my dreadful nite
Mei Yi Ci He Ni Fen Kaiiiiiii
Mei Yi Ci Kisss You GooodddByeee...
NB!
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
10:19 PM
OT OT OT OT
soo many work soo lil pay...
well while dyin of work...
let me bring up one fact tat i jus taut abt..
Taurus Gemini n Scorpio...
these three are my familys group of horoscope...
n out of these three..
i have a super bad karma with taurus...
taurus super love to control me...
super love to make me miserable..
super make me look like a small kid...
cant go here... why nvr tell me u go thr...
wah... 20/... more like 12 yrs old kid...for me...
shit shit...
all u taurus out thr...
dun come near...
dun come...
i beg of u...
p/s:
i earn $800 bucks sorta a month... (minus hols) $200 gone to my mom $50 for myhp bill $50 for my grannie $100 for my bus fare $100 for the electricity bill (forced to pay) $50 for food (really pathetic) left $150... for
saving? piano? leisure?
dammit....
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
8:26 PM
Monday, April 24, 2006
sometimes u jus wan to live a simple live
under the radar...
having a cute wife
n two kids...
yes that is my dream...
but weirdly...
i once one stalk by the "clementi gurl"
well i still dunnoe why...
it got worst...
my fren told me that there was someone
impersonatin as me...
call her...
askin to meet her n stuff..
worst is he knows that i m askin for my flash work from her..
wah.... what is wrong with this world...
i m not known famous well looking...
if u wan to stalk... do it to zhao...
wahaha
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
9:45 PM
i skipped work not for you
like in qing tian
but bcos i cant bear to split the office into two
jus for me...
touching but i truly dun deserve it...
but a couple of kind hearted souls helped me
over the weekends...
"help"
there is one who tried to get a date for me
well at an expense of his status...
over time i told him to give up
but over time he was thinkin it was a challenge...
wahahaha....
then there was another soul...
tried to brighten up my nite...
try to counsel me...
well even a qualified phychiatrist cant cure me...
and there was one last soul...
who is now trying his very best to steal that gurl i quite like
from me...
really touching dude...
go for it..
take her away from my life once and for all..
i love her but i cant be with her...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
9:50 AM
Sunday, April 23, 2006
Ok time to snapped back to reality...
lovey dovery days r over for me...
well firstly...
gratcia to shumi n ferari for winnin the race...
super love them for years...
why...
cos they r REDS...
good job Liverpool...
won the sour grapes chelsea..
why..
cos they wear REDS...
but to more subtle matters...
sat was blast...
i think so...
hang out with mc n shawn...
wanted to window shoppin
but i have a feelin the other two wont..
so pool n chillin...
n nothing much else...
wads worst...
work tml...
i really want to quit over the constant poliitcs...
but then if i do...
m i counted a loser?
p/s: my bro jus told me he broke up...
well its abt time...
gurls jus will hold the guys ambition down...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
9:43 PM
ai cuo ai cuo
ai cuo
ai cuo ai cuo ai cuo
ai cuo ai cuo
ai cuo
ai cuo ai cuo ai cuo ai cuo
ai cuo ai cuo
ai cuo ai cuo ai cuo
ai cuo
-The Gurl I Love Is Dead... She Died In My Head-
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
1:04 PM
I knoe its my fault
i promise i will nvr disturb ur peace...
tak kan ku minta pertolongan kau lagi...
-the gurl i love died... she died in my head-
died.. gone... washed away... burned to ashes...
rest in peace...
no...
more like...
fuck u to hell...
peace...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
2:01 AM
Saturday, April 22, 2006
Whats is the most perplexed matter in mind
was not my work problem...
but ...
yes gurl problem...
i have this mindset...
of jus admiring this gurl...
jus admiring n nothing more...
up till my fren told me...
no two of them...
that we have to try...
even if it fails...
we have to try...
cos thats the only way we noe whether we can get her or not...
wad i taut...
sayin is easy... go.. yes go...
but...
what if she doesn open the heart to me?
what if she loves someone else?
what if we cant be frens after i confess?
what if i baffled up when i m with her?
i guess... they wont be answered...
cos afterall...
i m scared...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
9:46 PM
Adjacent to where you soul was...
sittin by the loneliness
how i dread the silence...
each time i look up the sky
the stars reminds me of you
soo much that it makes me smile...
blame me for not spouting out my heart
blame me for not treating you like a queen...
blame me for not embracin your loneliness
blame me for not loving you...
How i could dream of the day
when our stars collide
where our hearts beats alike
let the birds chirp my love for you
let the stars shine my love for you
let the tune sing my love for you
cos all i wanted was to
say
Wo
ai
Ni
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
10:20 AM
Well i m enlisted to begin with
9 am 7 sept...
cool...
well thats to later...
cos now... the office politics has soared to new heights...
my "ta jie" really is fightin for my rights to stay there...
n trust me... she is doing a fkin good job...
better than my aunt...
lucky me... but whether i stay...
tats another prob...
well finally today i visited orchard after a super long time...
zhao got "family" prob so i met with Mc...
eat long john..
smoke ultra lights...
which taste like smoking paper...
n played pool...
wahahha
wahaha....
pool... nvrm keep it between me n mc..
"wo men de yue ding" wahaha
then off to "nasi lemak" supper...
good day i shall say...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
1:04 AM
Friday, April 21, 2006
Sittin quietly in the crowded train
drowned by the words you told me nites ago
when you told me you and me will never be
mind a mess heart restless
i went down all the way north
in search for reality...
my mind are filled with enchantiing visions
and hopeful fantasies
but my heart contantly suffocate itself in truth
All the way north
in search of answers
those that will assure my mind
and comfort my heart
all i wanted is for you to say
you love me
All i wanted was to...
seperate fantasies and you
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
8:17 AM
Thursday, April 20, 2006
Ok lets reflect on this
I work 4 hours of OT...
but they say i only get normal pay instead of 1.5...
nvrm...
my supervisor told me that i did a whoopin 700 over D.O n GRN...
which means more than 50 a day...
but my future is undecided...
i handled up to four main clients and a couple sub ones...
but my future is undecided...
it was then i found out..
its not hard work that get u there nowadys...
its favouristism...
-Baby I Love The Way You Look Tonight-
One Thing To Add...
Gurls destroys guys good time out together...
was havin fun smokin with kopi n toast...
up till she call him to meet him...
Haiz... why cant gf be more understanding..
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
8:28 PM
As i walk down the empty road...
the distance seems forever each time i think of you....
the cold wind blows down my dampen heart...
n now i wish i could hold u tight...
memories are the only companion i have...
matching the truth n fantasies i jus wan to know...
whether your heart beats the same tune as mine...
Nights are dark...
but the stars brighten the stars...
under the blue blue stars...
i jus wan to say...
kiss my lips...
be mine...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
8:34 AM
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
Wow... damn sleepy...
n its only 8.36pm...
how hard is my work....
nvrm... lets talk abt another topic...
2 days ago i talked to one of my fren abt one big prob of mine...
argh... damn sleepy...
talk abt it tml...
nitex
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
8:33 PM
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
As i m days away from gettin officially fired...
i was suprised with a stupid OT today...
best part was i stayed back to do the job of
my colleague while he went off with his gf...
wah damn cb....
but with the sad admist of me getting fired...
two special souls cheered me up at work...
first was my managin director...
very nice guy...
told me how was my work and even
asked me if i gotte my pay...
n he told me to go on and get some salary till sept...
then there was my "big sis" in the coy...
she have been takin care of me very weel....
came of from her vacation...
I told her that i might get fired cos of the new gurl
she told me to defend my turf and go work hard...
one wont get fired even when he works hard...
true true...
as for the lazy bums... damn cb...
make me work till 11pm...
but still job not finish...
i m tired of working...
rest...
-I Grew Up Learning That Good Deeds R Juz Mere PasserBys-
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
11:36 PM
Over n Over
again she gives me false hope
n
Over n Over again
i fall for it
-Only the ciggarette accompany my loneliness-
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
9:14 AM
Monday, April 17, 2006
I came to work with the feelin of normal happy stuff...
till then a new perm gurl came to sit at my desk...
there goes my desk...
my comp...
my seat...
i was like a wanderer...
can it get worst?...
yes... my aunt told me at lunch...
that i will be fired soon enuf...
my whole work tumble...
i almost wanted to cry...
for sure...
its like i placed my whole heart into doin that job...
i sacrifice my other job for this...
but why is there still unfairness...
is there really a point i need to prove in my life...
i cant make my parents proud by goin uni...
i cant sustain a job
i cant even confess my feelin to the gurl i like...
wad is there to me...
really...
wad is there...
for me...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
9:02 PM
Sunday, April 16, 2006
Gosh i m beein
soo house husband-ish for the past two days..
sooo not mee....
vacummin..moppin..laundry...dusting...
omg... wads next
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
10:54 PM
Am really pissed off with my bro...
brought his frens home while my mum is away...
gosh... wad an ass...
haven been bloggin for a while... so some highlights
Thursday..
while on the way to soccer... saw this scdf uniform guy n a gurl..
staircase of a carpark...
well from wad it seems... i know wad they are up too...
Friday...
Unbelievably some people decided to make some point sour...
n for me to notice it now...
i m beein toooo trustworthy aint i...
Sat....
Have to babysit my cuz..n his sis... cos aunt workin n mum in msia...
have to do household chores...
brought my cuz down to eat lunch...
damn i feel like a married man...
n i m only 20 for god sake...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
12:34 AM
Friday, April 14, 2006
At this point of time...
I miss your smile I miss your pretty face I miss your laughter I miss your downed look
I miss the time we spent I miss the stars we counted I miss the jokes we shared I miss the songs we sang
I miss the place we first dine I miss the seat we first sat I miss the train we first board I miss the night we both shared
I miss the days we meet by the train I miss the hours we spent talking I miss the minutes we whisper sweet nothings I miss the seconds we gazed into each other eyes
Most of all
I miss you..at the point when we said our farewell...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
4:43 AM
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
The fact is very easy my friend...
If A is more impt than B...
Then go ahead...
cos i wont be thr...
simple enuf
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
10:48 PM
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
what a day..
hav to decide between poly frens hangout n old skool fren soccer...
hard if it were someone... but for me...
confirm for sure.. soccer first...
after a long long break...
i still m quite staminaless...
but the other team was too stupid...
if u dun close me down...
i will score... n i did a couple...
then took a break. slack with my fren...
in his car.. smoke..*i didn... he did*
n talk abt NS n life...
fun fun day...
sorry poly guys...
wahahahaa
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
11:56 PM
Great... i heard zhao n ahgu... all goin NS in june...
best part... i want to go tooo...
but they told me over the fone that
i was posted in September...
great god...
whats my luck...
shd i travel all the way down to register on the KIV list
or jus wait my luck n train in the fastin month...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
8:39 AM
Monday, April 10, 2006
Well finally the beloved comp is back...
with a burnt hole on my paycheck...
well lets first talk abt the weekend..
sunday was taut to be a quiet one...
but at nite... my cuz family came down to showcase their new toyota wish...
so we all took a spin to changi for dinner or supper?...
my treat since its been a while since i treat my aunt n my parents...
quite fun... my mum wanted to see some trans... but they haven appear yet...
so took a ride back home...
fun day thou... sad i couldn go to msia with them this sat...
but the worst happen today...
workin as usual..
after lunch... wanted to be n idiot..
cos i really cant sleep ytd..
was thinkin abt my future.. like for serious...
my mum told me that her hope now lies on my sis for the uni entry..
i jus cant take it.. why force me... fk man...
i did a mistake enterin accounts.. i dun wan to repeat it...
but... back to the story... after i smoke...
yes... i started vomiting..
SHIT... damn shit...
so i took an early leave.. soo sorry to my colleague.. alot of stuff but i cant help...
really.. this is my FOURTH time i vomit after smoking...
gosh...
for god sake... can someone... someone please..
stop me...refrain me from smoking..
cos hell is really into me wen i smoke..
i dun wan to but i cant stop it..
I WAN TO QUIT IT!!
please some..one..
help me..
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
9:07 PM
Friday, April 07, 2006
yeah finally its the weekends..
got my weeks pay..
but dammit.. they didn gave me cash cheque.. no pt then
but nvrm.. enuf for my basic basic expense....
well not lookin forward to weekends...
esp.. when my comp is dead..
n no cash...
well shit life rite..
but one weird thing..
i was was wanting to smoke a few days ago..
shared a pack..
n ytd.. after one puff... i feel like throw the stick...
i super hate the taste...
n gave the rest to my bro...
so i ask myselkf....
why do i time n time again wan to smoke...
fk....
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
6:06 PM
Thursday, April 06, 2006
This morning.. i woke up.. went to the bathroom.. stare at my face...
orh my gosh.. the memories...
they instantly appear...
like it was sooo vivid...
memories of yesterdays..
*puke*
well... fk it...
went to meet up the gays ytd...
esplanade with crap n weird ideas..
n now i m thinking..
wads in the future for me...
i do wan to be an economist with a grade 6 in piano n the ability to sing...
my new goal...
till then..
*puke*
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
5:43 PM
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
Its 5.30 n i m rottin here..
well nothing to do...
zhao n gang went to sentosa... n me...
i have no choice but to work...
nvrm long term thinkin... enjoy in aug or may..(depends on NS callup)
nothin much to talk today...
wad i can say...
no time to eat...
slack good job..
n share pack anyone?
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
5:31 PM
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
Well home comp is spoil due to my incompetent sis..
so i m bloggin from my workplace...
10.30am to 7p.m
from 6pm onwards... i will be sittin duck waitin for time to pass...
damn slacky job...
heard my fren goin to ns...june 2...
n i m waiting..
when's my turn...
shall blog longer soon...
damn hungry too blog now..
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
6:31 PM
Sunday, April 02, 2006
While sittin in front of the comp..
staring into the blank space...
i wondered one thing... why do we humans run away from our feelings...
one thing i notice is that people run away from the one they love...
they rather keep it in heart than confession n pursuing that one love..
why then... one thing...
pride.. we humans has pride n the fear of rejection...
love is pure love is classic...
if we jus leave it all to fate n wait for the stars to shine our love..
we could jus be ending up being blinded from that one person...
its time to move on... time for humans to pursue
for the one they love..
cos words n physical appearance can melt one heart..
but the trump card is our determination...
:: I went this far to turn back on my feeling for u ::
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
1:17 AM
Saturday, April 01, 2006
Well weekends...
alot of matters to think abt...
three days... three mishaps...
my lucky star has shit on me...
First:
When you lost touch with soccer for far too long...
shit.. even in front of the post i wont score that fkin goal...
wad luck... n i was cheated 5 bucks to play that match...
for like 10 mins... gosh... give me a fkin break...
second:
I noe where my theory of not trustin frens come from...
i didn experience it... nor didn i live to think lidat...
it was my mum constant remimder to think them as an enemy..
that i now... noe that.. they my frens are like enemies...
gosh.. i have to be more nice to them...
She would nag nag nag abt this n tat
compare her time n mine...
scold me... gosh i jus wan to live in this house for 3 to 4yrs more...
then if u wan i will move out...
gosh...tauruses are soo not compatible for me...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
7:45 PM
; F O R E V E R C H A N G I N G ;
Hamie
a.k.a
Jacques Spilzman
19 Goin 20
7 Mar 1986
Pieces
Skiving Till OrD
Singapore
; S M I L EF O R M E ;
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Hittin On The Guitar
Eat All Types Of Food
Tv, Movie, Trailer n such
Sleeping, Crappin, Annoying
N all Else nIce
; H A T EI T ;
HypoCritex
BackStabberx
Friends
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