Friday, June 30, 2006
Well i have been slackin for far too long...
its time for the future to begin...
its time to set sights on new level...
cos for now i noe two things has brought me down...
but they wont hinder me no more..
- The Moon Is Drunk Tonite -
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
9:08 PM
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
well i m back from kuala lumpur...
a thousand memories capped into words..
the bus journey...
the cool hotel room...
the hectic shopping centres...
congested streets...
Hard rock cafe...
The super damn unexpected massage "experience"
Breakfast and super food hunting..
well pictures shd be the best to describe the feelng...
but goodbye kuala lumpu..
cos soon... i shall say...
hello tekong...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
11:00 PM
Sunday, June 25, 2006
Great larsson... u miss a penalty...
of wad proved to be the most impt ting to ur team...
n mine too...
shit u guys man...
end msg...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
8:54 AM
Saturday, June 24, 2006
Back from johor...
finally after like two years i get a taste of a different life...
my parents n my aunt's family we went thr by car...
n me n my cuz was like..
really stand out from the msian crowd...
even though i dress slack...
its jus the way we carry ourselves that seperate us...
but fun...
walk walk...
eat seafood till full...
talk crap...
something that i really give me a break from my work...
cos when i does start working...
i m sure.. my manager wont let me off easily...
i m sure...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
10:02 PM
Well i have to say...
its been like years since i had this much fun like today..
especially with the work n stuff...
went down for my graduation...
elementary... all black with a dash of white to my suit...
some food and pictures n we are off to sessha..
rest around..
talk nonsense...
like poly after skool days..
miss them...
n much added to the joy.. when we did win some small soccer bets...
god bless...
-Dun fall in love with a gurl...Let A thousand of them fall for you-
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
12:37 AM
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
Wow soon i m going to malaysia...
last time i been there was like two years ago...
gosh...
well today work was a breeze...
that new gurl damn dunnoe la...
but shockinly my supervisor win four soccer bets...
fk... 40 bucks win 170 lidat...
he damn lucky...
well a few days to grad and a few days to msia...
the feelin is undescribedable...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
8:08 PM
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
Well my supervisor shocked me with...
a small bet of 10 bucks turn to be 56 bucks of profits...
he bought four goals and 3-1 for spain... damn lucky..
as for me...
i m broke...
this friday is grad day...
n i have a feelin i have to wear all black...
like songka... no choice...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
9:01 PM
Sunday, June 18, 2006
Well with a budget of 80 bucks..
my family went to pizza hut for dinner on me...
n lil do i noe the bill adds up to 130 bucks...
n i was like... fk...
now i m broke...
-Childrens are the Casualties in the Adult war-
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
10:05 PM
Friday, June 16, 2006
Its a pity that Holland and Argentina are in th same group...
two of my most favourite teams...
both will qualify but either one wont make it to finals...
With Argentina winning 5-0...
gosh.... the ghost of me supportin the downtrotten Argentina in 2002
has died...
Viva la Argentina...
-My mouth speaks of Netherlands but my Heart is in Argentina-
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
10:53 PM
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
Well once quarterly i always do something fkin new to my hair...
n now i did lee hom style...
as always i wanted... only mine is abit curly...
but is ok... hair can grow..
went searchin for that one sweater with shawn n mac...
damn hard man...
when i saw one it was like 99.90 so i say maybe next time...
ended buyin no clothes for grad day...
but me n shawn decided to make us high by saying
"man we are handsome"
wahahahaha
bought my longawaited burberry brit...
ate at prata shop then a game of pool...
like the old days...
n now i m back home... tired...
-pictures like that belong to the rubbish-
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
11:54 PM
Well today is the day...
when i shall rest myself with luxury of thousands different kinds...
wake up late...
cut my hair...
shop for my grad clothes...
eat some acceptable food...
cos for the last few days or weeks...
i have been survivin aka army style...
dammit
n i m still not in the army yet...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
11:46 AM
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Its simply an outrage..
i bet with my cousin that if korea wins he wontget any toys for his bdae
if togo wins... he would get any toys he wants...
n by the looks of it...
i m LOSING...
fk n he is only 6...
kids are sure damn lucky nowdays...
well later nasi lemak guys soccer watchin n
mahjong.
well depends...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
10:08 PM
Monday, June 12, 2006
Its unbelievable that my cuz keep telling me that i m greek...
he even captioned the pic with me n him as *me and my greek cuzzie*
wads up with that...
well that aside.. how abt some nice ghostly story...
There was tis family on vacation to concorde hotel in kuala lumpur...
they stayed at the ninth floor in a nicely situated room.
one nite... the little boy was lookin at the window when he saw a white thing
outside the window flying up and down...
n he told his granny
"granny granny got ghost"
the grandma tout he was seeing things...
n he being 6 years old the grandma took no notice...
then they decided to go to dinner and when they came back to the room...
it smell sooo nice...
"that" nice.... jasmine flower....
we all noe wad is in that room right...
well wad makes it worst is my colleague is stayin there this sat...
n to top it off... i m stayin there on the 26th...
now i m feeling the eerie...
but one thing i learn is...
nvr haunt yourself cos sometimes these stuff are a fragment of your imagination...
whcih to believe... i shall leave it to 26th...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
8:50 PM
Well monday morning..
n i taut it would be a bad day for me...
cos the fone of mine slipped and fall to the ground..
a fone which is blinkin half alive might jus..
fall to its death..
but strange enough...
the blinkin stops..
n its a clear screen again...
yes..
the god is smilin on me again..
p/s:
now i m scared to go msia...
ghost in hotels..
shit
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
10:39 AM
Sunday, June 11, 2006
I m a true blue Oranje blood...
n Holland finally made me proud..
1-0...
soon i will buy that holland jersey...
touch of vintage...
well my family came back from msia..
my mum nagged abt me bein jealous
n stuff.
gosh... i forgoten abt that stuff long time ago..
forget abt it..
n my aunt told me that recently her fren when to msia...
stayed in the hotel i m goin to stay soon...
n it was haunted with "that" female ghost...
gosh...
can we change hotel?
but one funny thing...
by far... i haven experience any unholy stuff...
n my frens and family did...
funnily... its when i m not with them...
weird..
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
11:16 PM
Much to yawn from todays laid back sunda...
i survived on junk n yesterday food...
yesterday's spicy mcdonald drumlets.
yesterday's tuna leftover.
peanuts
chips
loacker
gosh i have this bad taste in my mouth...
slacker thru watchin tv...
cartoons worldcup..
which btw... Argentine did me proud by finally winning a game
last time they embarrased me by losing to that dem england...
Holland tonite... cmon man!!!
as i watch some sads cartoons...
i do wish time does fly fast...
cos i wan to hit on that stuff soon man...
inspirational rite now...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
8:22 PM
Saturday, June 10, 2006
Well i really taut i could stay in thru saturday morning
only for my parents alarm clock to ring...
TWICE...
why didn they like switch it off b4 going off to msia...
so watch world cup replays an sitcoms..
n off to take care of my two cuzzies...
brought them for breakfast...
where i really felt like a father...
n sent them off to tuition...
back home...
house fumed with ciggerate smell thanks t my bro...
n now i hopelessly feel tired with nothing to do in mind...
doze....
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
1:15 PM
Friday, June 09, 2006
Well the weekend is here...
and my mind is truly exhausted...
my supervisor decided to skip work today...
i was like supervisor cum data entry...
n i was really sick...
five days in a row i couldn sleep due to block nose...
my mind is tired... so tired that
even my feelings are stirred...
as i lived based not by my thoughts but my heart...
imagine walkin home from work..
i was like stretchin and pulling the blu tack...
like some kind of retard...
but i did it with no concious feeling at all...
i was plain tired...
dinner wit my bro at koufu due to parents dissapearance to msia...
went to giant to whack any tidbit i have...
no point saving cash...
n at the counter... two aunties behind me say this to me...
aunt 1: "wah buy so many food, world cup eh?"
me"yah... all for tonite"
aunt 1:"my sis say u look handsome huh"
i say thank you but inside i wanted to say...
wads the point of being goodlookin if u cant get the gurl u wan...
p/s:
Zhao stay gay in camp man... may the force be wit u...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
9:30 PM
Thursday, June 08, 2006
Some thoughts to begin with...
i jus plain dun get it...
i need the cash.. i work hard for it.. why..
cos i simply for once wants to go to msia...
well my mum promises not to grab alot of the cash...
but in the end she show the fk face when i told her i givin her lil...
i simply dun get it...
n now toml they are going to msia.. yeah...
n they have cash to go msia...
but still hog my cash...
in my world...
i hold too much ppl cash that i constantly have to pay back...
so i taut its time to do things i always hav wanted to do...
today after work called my two cuzzies dil n ozz down to swenson's to chill out..
my treat... splurge like hell...
56.60 for ice cream.. hell yeah we fill that fkin table...
why cos i noe if theres cash in that bank of mine.. it will go out to my mum soon..
not that i dun like it... but i jus wants my cash for once... some cash to spent..
wads life when u really work hard to pay off to people..
i m tired of the way things is now...
n now i will fkin goin to confess wad my heart really wants to say...
i will confess to the gurl i like who cant seems to be on e same wavelength with me...
if i cant make her read my mind...
i will pen it down...
maybe then she would understand...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
10:41 PM
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
Well after yesterdays nite dream..
I have slightly figure out the real deal of some
slightly problematic r/s...
When u get into a relationship that disfavour ur family or ur frens..
its for certain that they will still smile but inside place this "i hate u" kinda of feeling..
In my dream.. i went to this class... with mckey... yes.. like sort of i failed purposely
so i could stay back to that certain class...
but the cons was that even that class has alot of my frens (in my dreams featured ppl like my freshies and mc) none would wan to sit beside me..
which means in the long term most of my family and friend would dissipate from me if i stick to that relationship..
n the best part was that in that dream a gurl sat beside me..
yes that gurl is the gurl i like.. she was like my gf in that dream.. but even her..
who sat beside me who is my gf doesn seems to be in a happy mood.. she was much more wary of her sorrounding than thinkin how much i have forgo to be sittin beside her...
this goes to show that even if u commit with that gurl and forgo ur past, ur family or friend... that gurl wont gurantee u that she will be as much commited as you are...
well a dream which really wakes me up..
n answered the question i have long asked...
my frens tried.. my cuz tried..
but finally i knew the answer to my long dying question..
thru the dreams...
:: If only dreams were the future ::
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
1:17 PM
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Well woke up to the dark skies..
With my mum constantly grumbling askin for higher pay...
yes i found out that i prefer life without workin...
no stress at work.. best of all..
no need to worry about distributin the cash..
but i have a feelin Malaysia trip will be a damn bore..
strap for cash...
it rained..
the dark skies..
the woman shouting..
yes my fren..
its the sixth day of the sixth month of the sixth year after the millenium..
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
10:42 AM
Monday, June 05, 2006
For one thing i dunnoe
is it time for me to confess my feelings
or jus sit back n stare at here
for one thing i noe...
she loves me not
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
10:55 PM
I remb each time i saw a mirror..
i would steal a glance into it..
n each time i look at myself...
the red no.. blackish bags is seen under my eyes..
yes... i m damn tired..
n fatique leads to headaches..
as i have to work thru my work today..
runnin up down the stairs..
as i see alot of ppl took mc... leave..
n for me..
i ask for leave but got rejected ..
why...
cos i m a temp..
not yet a perm..
snooze out
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
5:52 PM
Sunday, June 04, 2006
Well finally the wedding is over...
i had a rough night as i stayin thru the nite to stand guard
of the "wedding stage"
hang out with my cuz adam n aidil...
talk abt different stuff for hours while muching on mcdonalds..
n for one thing.. i still dunnoe.. but one topic does come into picture...
me n that gurl of mine.. unbelievable..
so 6am try to get some eye shut but 10 am n i have to get stuff up n ready..
I was the crowd controller.. jus looking around..
acting as if i m the big guy givin directions to those small sec skool punks....
and the gurls were like giggling when me n my cuz were around..
straight bitch...
but on the whole.. things almost went well... except for:
1) that one family who swarm 3/4 of the wedding cakes.. damn greedy
2) Sec skool mats slackin like fk at work
3) Bitch who jus makes my day very uneasy with those stares...
other than that.. pics pics
...The Wedding Stage...
...My Family With The Couple... Simply Adam, Aidil Hafiz n Me
...Classic Close-up...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
7:33 PM
Well haven been bloggin lately...
my cuz weddin so much to work on...
friday was more of the preperation part...
n my cuz is damn cb... i m helpin her wedding
plannin it n she fkin say "why so kanchion" "u very blah blah"
i damn sian...fkin waste my time help out and she gif fkin comments...
as for today... sessha sessions...
husssy treat since he lost...
n i almost lost myself..
was i emo thinkin of her or was i more to havin a bad stomach...
god noes...
then help out at the wedding..
best time to get to noe abt some of my cuz... talk talk...
n tml is the big tirin day..
suits up...
p/s: n my aunt ask me this..
"eh u oredy got gf huhz" "ur sis say so"
stunned
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1:14 AM