if only i could scold that fkin lady who cut my hair...
it took me months to grow it to mods style..
n she fkin happily trim till soo short...
my mum still can say she cut super good...
wad wad a taste....
now my hair is like nerd...
seriously i rather b bald that this hair....
wad a fk life...
p/s:
i dunnoe how my pay is comin to me
i dunnoe why i landed in a coy that has no job for me....
wad a fkin life
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
8:41 PM
Monday, August 29, 2005
Ppl call it monday blues...
but i call it monday snooze...
i was soo super fkin damn tired...
muz be the sleep fle hitin jurong...
zhao had the same prob too...
well they let me slack till 930 with no job to do...
might as well i come to work at 930...
well my acct work is over.. nohing to do... amazin
so i was posted to prod....
well i prefer that place...
the ppl r nice... they are cool n can even speak malay to me...
now thats cool...
well i hope tml i dun snooze off again...
p/s" no matter how much i calculate...
i can nvr buy the video cam...
think hamza think....
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
9:45 PM
Saturday, August 27, 2005
well weekends here...
hectic day at work today...
prod manager is on leave...
means i have to solo the d/o...
was fkin type and running around for signatures....
but it was fun...
after lunch was accounts work... then
the job i nvr taut i would ever do....
paperboy....
i have to photocopy n bind some papers... n i did that for like 2.5 hours
fk man... but nvrm....
worst some high rank oldman laugh at me as i say i dun noe how to bind...
cb... thats why i got attach rite... to learn...
ass
but well... its over... 1 week...
9 weeks to go... be gone very fast...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
12:03 AM
Thursday, August 25, 2005
Wow.. its soon to the weekens....
time pass fast... kinda....
well work is gettin from sux to ok...
did the same stuff today...
meet with zhao and mac at jp...
did the same old things...
eat smoke n slack...
the future is here...
the weekends..
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
11:23 PM
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
Tuesday was great..
once in my life... i didn wan my work time to end fast..
it jus that i need to finish three dept job...
fk man... well itwas fun...
guess i got the hang of it...
today i found out that the finance manager is the director wife...
thats why they everyday they come to work late and go home early....
n today... they went off at 3... the lady boss... ask the reception if the goodies given by the coy can be taken by them....
well yeah of cos...
worst they took two.. one each....
rich ppl... still wan to steal poor ppl goodies...
nvrm lah i can give them mine... too poor...
worst.. i have to carry for her to the bonnet...
WAD FK... which part of my job prescribtion do i have to do that...
cb... nvrm for grade purposes i did that job...
even if she ask me to make her coffee oso i dun care... so as long she give me dist...
overall... life getting better for me...
p/s:
i wish got ipp award...
i sure goin to get best worker award....
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
7:50 PM
Monday, August 22, 2005
One week ago i was lazing myself at chalet with the guys...
One month ago i was like doin nothin hangin around at home...
One fortmonth ago i was doin nothin in skool....
today... i was at work...
i see my lady boss come in at 11 n go off at 3... how i wish i had her life...
fk rich ppl...
today.. i remb typin all the way... best way to release stress i guess....
i work hard and fast in hope to speed times.. n they say wahz u work soo fast huhz...
basically i dunnoe wad to do but i noe 49 days left...
i m not counting down those days..
i m more counting on the hari raya... 49 plus 7 days more... fun fun fun
....
p/s: having fever... mosquito bite abit blue black...
super scared of dengue....
shit man...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
10:44 PM
Weekends over... and one word to describ it
FAST
well i did nothing over the weekend except for
eat sleep anime...
life do sux huhz...
work tomolo...
super anticipating the remaining 1 weeks but...
my fkin sick body aint cooperating with my mind...
comtemplate...
i wan to work there...
i can work there
its jus that i m not feelin welll....
- i'm not crazy i'm juz a lil unwell-
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
12:16 AM
Saturday, August 20, 2005
Wow... fri taut was goin to be a blast..
went to work... tortured as free slave in three dept...
dun care...
didn eat much but some bread...
after work.... meet up with zhao at jurong east where we went to meet shawn at city hall
he offered me the davidoff...
fk... first time i smoke whole stick...
did alot of pattern...
to my regret.. stick finish...
vomited like fk...
damn... vomit and vomit...
so i went home...
at clementi.... felt like vomiting....
i cant tahan vomit at the plants there...
gross i noe...
reach home... my mum force me to eat...
baked beans hotdogs fried rice milo...
but i want nothing....
took medicine went to bed...
my head was like spinning...
then today... i m fine...
so on thewhole.. nvr smoke on an empty stomach....
p/s: damn agu for eating my combo 1... hahaha
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
8:48 AM
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
Ok since bee n a long time since i last blog...
lets hit up some good and bad things over the past couple of days...
Sunday was great.. did nothing... love the nothingness....
Monday went to the bbq....
it dissapoint me.. 8 bucks is like not worth the fun..
well i dunnoe...
But went to hang out with husnul class...
more alive...
gamble... talk crap...
sleepless monday...
tuesday i got scolded by my mum...
sleep the whole day...
anticipate the wed ipp....
really sux... 8 am... aircon spoil...
no fren... all chinese...
worst.. must waer formal day in day out...
regretin my life now....
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
9:28 PM
Sunday, August 14, 2005
Wow... sat... i remembered doing one thing...
Sleep...
Well now i m active....
Man Utd won....
Waiting for sis to slp b4 i went on game fantasy....
Wrk..soon
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
12:25 AM
Thursday, August 11, 2005
I m hours away from the finale...
the last paper... yet i wasn even thinkin abt the paper...
i guess the new drama serial give me the better vibe...
well jus wait for the new drama...
thats all i can say...
I wan to be the director.... hehex
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
11:29 PM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
P.F.S
Piece of Fucking Shit
I took the paper...
n i think i remb spendin more time lookin at someone than the paper itslf...
Today's highligt again has gt to be the pamperin... KFC...
fridays comin soon...
Coy Law...
p/s: why do i always get the shittest workplace...
Zhao got high security lab... Hajjar got one of the best hotels... Yandan got auditn...
Life jus not my taste...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
10:58 PM
Well today didn work out as planned...
study NOTHIN... hahaha damn suprised...
Well did it for the second time...
Shawn say i graduate... but i wan to quit...
I really dunnoe abt the paper at 5 pm later... shitness
While the nation was celebrating... I was comtemplating..
Leave u with this song...
Why dun you kiss her? Why dun you tell her? Why dun you let her see the feelings that you hide? Cos she will never know if you never show The way you feel inside
Peace
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
1:59 AM
Monday, August 08, 2005
well its been a long long time since i last blog...
exams today... can safely say i studied 50% of the paper...
i cant study chpt 2 since i lost the notes...
god bless me...
the weekends were of usual...
sat i went to play soccer...
i was like on the sub bench... dammit...
but doesn matter...
then i went to test my speaker... super hate this new comp... no sound
start two chpts of IFT... felt great...
sun...
went to eat breakfast...
study like sort of 1 to 2 sumthing chpt...
then slack....
well weekend gone jus lidat..
p/s: shd have studied more been play sims far too much
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
9:03 AM
Thursday, August 04, 2005
Three days past yet i studied nothin...
Zhao been studyin something...n sure do Hajjar they all... Iz is nowhere seen online...
They are all hoggin their way out...
but i m still yet to switch on my engine...
the day i study??
hope today is the day...
no time to lose...
Or i will be lost in time...
P/s: The New PC anticipation is killin me...
Tml...Tml...
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
11:50 AM
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
Sometimes we felt wasted... we felt fk up when we reflect on our past...
Like how we feel when we knew we could better that r/s...
Instead of spending time reunnin from exam prep classes to play those soccers
we could have heed our partners advice and study beside them...
when we rather spent time at the arcade rather that meetin her for a short walk...
Thats how if seems to be... not dearly impt scenarios till she left you for someone...
Heartbroken?? Terribe??
Why shd we...
cos we brought ourselves to it...
I brought myself to it....
Now all i can do is reflect...
Those memories doesn life for one more time...
Those times does come alive once more...
Those dreams are jus dreams...
Those hopes are nothing but encouragement....
Lover lost... Heart broken...
One thing for sure... there is no point for "wad If" or "shd Have"
i rather "how can" and "Why not"
future is bleak...
Love lost...memories linger...Dreams haunt....
The heart is there...only the person i awaits...
P/s: I luv u
some things to spice the bore day...
"How can i give you my heart...How m i suppose to LIVE then..."
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
4:37 PM
; F O R E V E R C H A N G I N G ;
Hamie
a.k.a
Jacques Spilzman
19 Goin 20
7 Mar 1986
Pieces
Skiving Till OrD
Singapore
; S M I L EF O R M E ;
Surfin the Net n Online Chat
Hittin On The Guitar
Eat All Types Of Food
Tv, Movie, Trailer n such
Sleeping, Crappin, Annoying
N all Else nIce
; H A T EI T ;
HypoCritex
BackStabberx
Friends
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