When u get into a relationship that disfavour ur family or ur frens..
its for certain that they will still smile but inside place this "i hate u" kinda of feeling..
In my dream.. i went to this class... with mckey... yes.. like sort of i failed purposely
so i could stay back to that certain class...
but the cons was that even that class has alot of my frens (in my dreams featured ppl like my freshies and mc) none would wan to sit beside me..
which means in the long term most of my family and friend would dissipate from me if i stick to that relationship..
n the best part was that in that dream a gurl sat beside me..
yes that gurl is the gurl i like.. she was like my gf in that dream.. but even her..
who sat beside me who is my gf doesn seems to be in a happy mood.. she was much more wary of her sorrounding than thinkin how much i have forgo to be sittin beside her...
this goes to show that even if u commit with that gurl and forgo ur past, ur family or friend... that gurl wont gurantee u that she will be as much commited as you are...
well a dream which really wakes me up..
n answered the question i have long asked...
my frens tried.. my cuz tried..
but finally i knew the answer to my long dying question..
thru the dreams...
:: If only dreams were the future ::
+ EmO LoVe StUck +
1:17 PM
; F O R E V E R C H A N G I N G ;
Hamie
a.k.a
Jacques Spilzman
19 Goin 20
7 Mar 1986
Pieces
Skiving Till OrD
Singapore
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Eat All Types Of Food
Tv, Movie, Trailer n such
Sleeping, Crappin, Annoying
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