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Monday, April 10, 2006

Well finally the beloved comp is back...

with a burnt hole on my paycheck...

well lets first talk abt the weekend..

sunday was taut to be a quiet one...

but at nite... my cuz family came down to showcase their new toyota wish...

so we all took a spin to changi for dinner or supper?...

my treat since its been a while since i treat my aunt n my parents...

quite fun... my mum wanted to see some trans... but they haven appear yet...

so took a ride back home...

fun day thou... sad i couldn go to msia with them this sat...

but the worst happen today...

workin as usual..

after lunch... wanted to be n idiot..

cos i really cant sleep ytd..

was thinkin abt my future.. like for serious...

my mum told me that her hope now lies on my sis for the uni entry..

i jus cant take it.. why force me... fk man...

i did a mistake enterin accounts.. i dun wan to repeat it...

but... back to the story... after i smoke...

yes... i started vomiting..

SHIT... damn shit...

so i took an early leave.. soo sorry to my colleague.. alot of stuff but i cant help...

really.. this is my FOURTH time i vomit after smoking...

gosh...

for god sake... can someone... someone please..

stop me...refrain me from smoking..

cos hell is really into me wen i smoke..

i dun wan to but i cant stop it..

I WAN TO QUIT IT!!

please some..one..

help me..

+ EmO LoVe StUck +
9:07 PM

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Hamie
a.k.a
Jacques Spilzman
19 Goin 20
7 Mar 1986
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Singapore

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