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Sunday, February 12, 2006

Have to go down for soccer practise....

been misin quite alot since too much hangin out...

i think i hav lost the taste for soccer...

its jus plain borin... i have to adapt to ppls play technique...

why cant i play the way i wanted...

half way thru i sit out...

my toe is yet to recover... from last month injury..

then i remember... zhao got CP to give him panadol when he was sick...

shawn got her to give him sweets for his throat..

n i m here.. bearin this live by myself... damn i sound pathetic....

then my coach scolded me for freeloadin... shit i m injured for god sake..

so jus played the remaining hours.. n then slack with my frens after practise..

then my coach ask... Hamza u wan to play this sat match... wtf.. i got exams...

so i politely reject.. n poof... in frontof me... he gave my no 7 to my fren.. WTF WTF...

i felt like killin him at that moment.. butit was his bdae... so gave him chanve... he brought down

champange...12.5%.. fk it... i jus downed it down without thnkin... smoke... n ok he treated us to pizza...

so eat eat smoke n drink.... then slack at coffee shop to relax my head... too much lost love inside...

then got home to be scolded by my mum...

say why i nvr see my sick grandma... why i nvr study...

WHY is she controllin my life... i can control it for god sake..

if u love my life so much than take it...

gosh... wit 5 days to exam... i m not thinkin of it..

my personal life is in a mess.... n i wander..

can i make it thru...

+ EmO LoVe StUck +
9:32 PM

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Jacques Spilzman
19 Goin 20
7 Mar 1986
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